Work thoughts...

This past weekend I was sick... and it was actually pretty awesome. The worst part of it was the nausea and the sinus pressure, the best part was getting to relax and rest. I needed so bad to do abosultely nothing and get away from work. Yesterday, I went back. I worked cashier... all I kept thinking to myself was how one day I'll have a real job and whenever someone did/said something stupid I just laughed in my head. I'm done being fake for this job, I'm done taking it seriously, and I'm ready for the next step in my life... the bad part is, I'm in no posistion for a big change like a new job. I need steady income and job security right now........... Will August just fucking get here all ready????????????????????? I'm going nuts.